Hey hey NGs!

I hope these past couple of months have been a great start to your 2024. :) I missed you all, and I feel it is about time to answer this question that I have got a few times these past weeks, though please keep in mind that due to my own privacy values, I will only keep things to a comfortable minimum in this discussion.

So, where have I been?

Well now. Where do I begin? the start of 2024 was a blast at first, especially considering I released my end of year song, my album is one quarter of the way through, and things have been pretty smooth despite health concerns, and a few events that came a little later that brought a lot of my creativity to a standstill. Those events I will now discuss:

Firstly, the start of February was a complete trainwreck for me. My mental health came to a crash, I was relapsing again on my eating disorder, and things were getting complicated for me when it came down to balancing my burdens with my work. Then, a huge blow came at the end weeks of the month to the family...

Which leads me to the second event, which is the sudden and tragic hospitalisation then loss of a family member (by engagement) that had taken a huge toll on me, and most especially Sky, since it is their immediate family member. We have been taking a huge step back from a lot of things that otherwise have taken up a lot of our mental load due to bereavement, and that includes with me; not uploading the new album tracks, or being offline for days at a time. Note: We kindly ask that you do not pry, or ask about this fresh and delicate situation. We do not take kindly to anyone trying to get more of our private life out of us, and quite frankly; even this feels like too much.

Which then brings me to the last horseman of the issue-- I am burnt out. And hit with a massive creators block. Depression and a bunch of other things considered has been the most largest contributing factor to it, but I am in need of a creative recharge, and come April, I will be back and far more motivated. I just need to take a little break, and give myself the time to breathe a little, see the world a little, touch some grass, drink water, etc.

So, in conclusion, this means that until April, there will not be very much going on here on my page. If you want to unfan me for this, you can, I won't stop you. But I really just need some time with my partners and myself, and a moment to pull myself together. I hope you guys can be patient, gentle, and understanding of this all, and I hope to see your faces again during or after the spring break season. <3

Mad love, and many thanks for reading -- GlowBoyMusic

Hey hey NGs!

My voice is finally back to normal, and just in time for this months worth of uploads too! But first, I want to just say happy holidays to all here on NGs. :) You guys have been an incredible audience this year, and we are going to go through a little 2023 Highlight Recap of this year! And boy oh boy; what a year it has been!

Starting off, we hit the milestone of not only reaching Season Three of The Doctor's Notes Podcast, with a diverse range of topics that have been discussed, but also my music got featured in it's first animation on NG's and YouTube! The fact it has reached so many views and so many amazing people is already a great feat for the animator (I am mighty proud of you, @Deltaplanet .) but also a fantastic feat for myself as a composer. Next, we headed straight into NGUAC '23 and made it to the final round, ultimately losing-- BUT managing to just snag the top ten! We then announced, and eventually released the first three tracks to my debut time sensitive biographical album Canvas Mind and I am already so happy with how it's turning out, I am so glad to invite you all into a little piece of my world behind the keyboard whilst also keeping to the usual Glowboy format :)

Here are the the Top 3 Tracks of GBM 2023:

1. Aqua[cult]ure (Kallamar's Theme)
2. Drawing The Curtain (NGUAC FINAL ENTRY)
3. Start A Cult (GBM Edition)

Here are some underrated gems that you need to check out before the end of the year!:

1. What A Spring Morning In Elpis Sounds Like
2. We're Losing Touch (NGUAC K.O Entry)
3. A New Cult Order! (Bonus Track)
4. from water, to wine.
5. SAVE The World (GBM Remix)

And now we can get to the final updates of the year!

We have decided to make this years Holiday Special a New Years special instead, due to the fact that we have actually done one of those extravaganza's yet. I highly encourage you all to stay tuned for it, as unlike the past few episodes, this one will be an episode full of fun topics, and promised laughs all around (maybe a surprise? ;o) so see ya there on 29/12! or be square.

Next, some more music uploads may happen during this time (mostly covering FFXIV orchestrion OST's that I adored through my journey.) before the year is up! Be sure to follow my page to hear of ALL of my latest uploads, journals, and more!

In conclusion, it has been a turbulent yet successful year for me. And I thank all of you, yes you, for being the reason I continue to do what I do here. If it wasn't for you, I would be stuck in a douchey algorithm on YouTube or Soundcloud with barely any interaction or creative freedom whatsoever. Whether you have commissioned me, hired me, voted and commented on my works, or are an audience member/supporter, or you are just passing by my page-- Thank you. Thank you all so much. You mean the absolute world to me. And I cannot wait to see what 2024 has in store for us!

Mad love to each and every single one of you,

-- GlowBoyMusic♫

Hey hey NGs!

It has been a hot minute since I updated my journal. But I promise you it wasn’t on purpose <3 I have been so focused on my album Canvas Mind, and have been quite productive with my podcast series (the internet never fails to provide Glowboy and the Doc’ quality content…)

However, I do have some pretty shite news involving my health. I caught the seasonal plague and ended up with laryngitis as a resulting complication. In other words— I lost my voice. So that means the next episode of TDNP and NVMTBS will be inevitably delayed until my voice box has returned from the mechanics.

Though, while I am recovering, I will take this moment to explain my album in more detail, as some people have been wondering on the context due to how each track is being presented going forward.

So, let’s answer the FAQ’s about Canvas Mind!

Q: What is ‘Canvas Mind’ about?

A: Canvas Mind is the first out of three biographically driven albums based on the artists life, using instrumental sound rather than lyrics to ‘paint the picture’ of the album. Think of the music and instruments as the paint and texture, and the artists composition being the brush, and the emotions and feelings that are expressed through each track “paint out” a scenario that is entirely up to the audiences imagination. In a way, it is meant to be a psychological and mental playground for the imaginative and creative mind to wander, while also telling my story through sound. Ever since I was a child, I always used music as an outlet for my emotions and an escape from my often very tedious life growing up. Canvas Mind is the album that covers the first 12 years of my childhood.

Q: What’s the deal with the descriptions?

A: Taking inspiration from the likes of many storytelling based composers, each track will come with its own ‘chapter’. In order to understand the track and its progression within the album (since it is an album that is time sensitive to the artists life.) you will need to read the description with each song, think of it as a guideline and an outline of what emotion, feelings, environments, and events are being represented. They are also real anecdotes from the artists life, as it is a biography after all.

Q: When’s the next track coming out? When will the track releases conclude?

A: Every month on the 15th. The album will end on the 15th October 2024, 5 days after my birthday. Making the album total of 12 tracks, each increasing in duration by a minute or two.

Q: Uhh, where’s the album art?

A: The album art will be revealed at the end of its tenure. Think of it as the final product of the ‘canvas’ we’ve painted on this journey together. :) All album art will be ‘lovingly attempted’ by me.

Q: Where can I hear your tracks so far without scrolling through dozens of uploads?

A: There is a playlist already open for Canvas Mind to make listening between tracks far more easier. Check it out here to see the first uploads so far!

So that concludes the Q&A for my debut album. I am so excited to share this very personal and special piece of art that I have been dying to do for a long time.

I hope everyone stays hydrated and washes their hands! (Seriously, I caught a cold ya nasties, wash up!)

mad love, Glow.

Hey hey NG’s!

How is everyone doing this impending summer equinox? The leaves are turning to gold and various shades of saffron reds slowly but surely, the satisfying crunch of them under our feet as we embrace the new season coming around he corner. Whether you are a pumpkin spice enjoyer, or a hoodie and hot choccy traditionalist, I wish everyone a lovely Autumn season.

The year so far has been a great feat of ups and downs. We came in the Top 10 in NGUAC, and we couldn’t be anymore grateful for even making it towards the finals! We are celebrating the second year of The Doctor’s Notes Podcast being on the air, and we have a new series on the horizon and a new music project incoming. To watch the current episode of TDNP, click here!

My new series Nevermind The B*llshit! Comes out this evening, when the link is available, it will show (here!) starting off with the Rant editions of this show, before we move to the bigger, longer, and stronger episodes. Though this series will not be a permanent series on this site, it will be a fun and refreshing little opposite to it’s internet culture counterpart TDNP, and I am looking forward to show everyone what else I can bring to the table here on NG’s.

Then finally, my first NG’s album, Canvas Mind, will have the first track introduced here on 15th October— 5 days after my birthday. And it will be the first track of 12, spread out into once a month uploads. This album will be a completely different shift to what you are all use to hearing from me here on this site, and that is due to the album’s very personal place in my heart. More will be revealed as the songs go on, and on, and on…and on.

Despite my health now being in the best of conditions, and despite some parts of this year really taking a toll on my mental wellbeing, I am doing just fine. And I am so excited to show you all what I got goin’ on in store for everyone!

Also, my commissions will be wide open to all again on the 25th October, and will close on 12th December for the winter holidays! So if you want something done from me, reserving a spot now would be the perfect time to do so! 4 slots will be open at a time, so getchu a spot now before someone else you heavily dislike does! :D

All in all, I wish everyone a wonderous new season, and don’t forget to wrap up and stay warm!

mad love, Glow.

hey NG's!

Things have been pretty rough, not going to lie. But, that doesn't mean we will be short on content this month!

But first, before we get into the content and other goodies, I am going to announce a vacation period for this month too. Uploads for the podcast, and the new series, may be a little late in schedule. TDNP S3E4 will definitely be out this month, but Nevermind The Bxllshit! will have to be pushed to early September. This is due to me taking a break due to some health issues that have been happening these days. But, new music is coming, and I am trying out some new instruments that I am designing.

I am loving what people have been submitting to NGUAC! I have been lurking and listening, and I love what all of you are creating! Makes me so happy that this platform is finally getting the renaissance that it truly deserves. <3

I hope you are all taking care of yourselves and having fun this summer break! For those in the US, that break is almost over, and for other places, its next month, so make the most of it while you still can by checking out my current playlist full of music to enjoy! Or if you are an adult on work vacation at very last, then check out my podcast series so far here, here, and here too! (You'll be glad you did! We are at our third season now, and it is more than just a podcast ;) )

In the meantime, I look forward to coming back to NG's with a new series, new music. and new heights to bring to you all.

mad love, Glow.

EDIT: My Discord link is now up again! Feel free to join us for more updates, and to get to know me personally! (18+ only!)

hey NGs!

I hope everyone is bracing this long and hot summer. i know for sure it hasn't been easy for me, but it hasn't been too bad either since my last update.

I managed to release some music along with an unreleased from a couple months or so back. I am so glad people like what I do and I truly appreciate every single review, fav, and download!

Now, time for the news.

So, I have recently decided that from the 1st August onwards, i will no longer use Twitter. That platform has been nothing but a piece of garbage and I honestly wish I never joined the site. My mental health issues aren't exactly going to be helped when that platform is literally crawling with mental illness, it's actually unbelievable how long this has taken me to make this step for the better, but i am doing it, and i felt a weight drift off of my shoulders making my final thread on my Twitter. From now on; it's all about Newgrounds.

Also, I have finally opened a Discord server for anyone who is interested! It is a casual 18+ but SFW lounge for anyone who is a fan of my content and wants to see more, such as livestreams (WIP streams and gaming streams), activities, and more to come! If you would like to join, then please click the link in my bio! Note: You must confirm that you are 18+ before a role will be assigned. The link will be reset every Monday.

The next thing I will discuss is that I am so happy to announce that my new series "Nevermind The B*llshit!" is expected to have it's pilot episode released on the last Saturday night of August! (8/26/23) if you want to learn more about this new series, please check out the S3E1 episode of TNDP here! the next episode of TDNP comes out next week, where I will discuss more about my leave from social media, plus many more topics incoming!

My issues regarding my mental health and my physical health are indeed quite taxing and difficult, but I am pressing on as I always do just for you guys! I must!

I have also recently submitted to the Newgrounds Underdogs’ Audio Contest (NGUAC) and if anyone wants to join me on the fun, hurry now until Aug 3rd for your submission, and upload your audio here when done! Good Luck!

Have a great end to your summer, and stay tuned for more!

Mad love, Glow.

hey NGs,

i have a mix of things to say here. some good, some bad, some pretty ugly. but i will try to keep things as short as possible so everything is easy to digest.

First, let's start with the good news! Season Three of TDNP is finally here at last! And a new episode is coming out at the end of this month. We have a plethora of subjects from across the internet to discuss, and it seems the world is never out of reasons to discuss and debate these days. I have also been very productive when it comes to music, and plan to release my summer tracks pretty soon, plus a couple more fanmade projects for the ever amazing COTL community, because i am still truly thankful for the amazing reception of my soundtrack on @Deltaplanet 's animation.

Next, the bad. i have been really struggling with my physical and mental health. having constant breakdowns and depression eating at my head isn't fun at all. i have been isolating myself alot from friends (not on purpose, i promise), and have been feeling all different levels of heavy. not to mention my faitgue and pain problems have been so much worse during this summer...

Which finally leads to the ugly.

i relapsed on my eating disorder.

I will not go into too much detail on what has caused this to happen, but all I can tell you guys is that i am so damn disappointed in myself that it isn't even funny. i am aware that i have an issue, but the fear of being full and the calorie calculator in my head has returned with a vengeance. I have supportive partners and close friends that are making sure I can get through this again stronger than ever. All I ask of everyone here is to just please be patient with me, and understand if hiatuses happen every once in a while. I want to be back at my very best, and I could never subject my audience to my own personal issues behind the screen. i am not asking for pity or anything, i just feel that i need to be transparent in case i got missing for a while and people start wondering where i have gone.

Please remember, you are all worth living. don't give up. and if you fall back down, slowly but surely get yourself back up and keep moving.

i love you all,

-- Glow

Hey hey, NGs!

I have been quiet for over month. But that was due to a number of things, some good, some terrible, and some.. Absolutely epic!!

So where do I begin. It all starts in the middle of March. My illness was in a severe flare, and I was in such a terrible state for what felt like weeks. I couldn’t work, couldn’t eat properly, and couldn’t function much of not at all. There were days where I could only sit out in the living room for like less than 20 minutes before I have to lie down again, some days I slept for a long time (the longest was about 14 hours in total.. yikes.) and some days I couldn’t even respond to friends or clients.

Luckily, in the beginning of April, I was able to afford my medicine again, and feel miles better than before (I just now feel the usual amount of pain lol) and was able to get back on track, as you can see with this upload here!

But, just as I thought that the light at the end of the tunnel was pretty much over. It got brighter.

My dear friend, Deltaplanet , let me have the most biggest oppurtunity I have had in my life. To score over one of his most biggest projects in his repertoire. And it happened to be a crossover animation of two of my favourite franchises— Animal Crossing, and Cult of the Lamb.

What started as just two soundtracks— turned into eight that I will release THIS WEEK in it’s own OST album. And despite a couple of trials and tribulations with the project, we and the co-composer Payton, finally finished it! I am so proud of this accomplishment on all three of our ends. And I just want to extend a thank you to all THIRTY of you (including myself) for chipping in your unique and amazing OCs and sonas to be the cultists in this animation! You are the real MVPs!

And I would also like to say a big, massive THANK YOU to everyone who is enjoying and supporting the work we all achieved here, we couldn’t of done it without you. You keep creators like us breathing.

And now, ladies and gentlemen, here is the full animation!

Here is an example of a scene I scored on my Twitter!

Stay tuned for the OST album with all of the scoring I did for this incredible project! And have a wonderful Mid Spring season!

mad love, Glow.

I HAVE UPLOADED ALL OF MY SOUNDTRACK THAT I DID FOR THE ANIMATION! CLICK HERE FOR THE WHOLE ALBUM

Hey NG’s! It’s been a long while hasn’t it?

I have officially moved into our new home, and it is sich a beautiful place. going from being close to the city, to the countryside, has been both a nostalgic yet refreshing welcome for me and my partners in what was an incredibly tough half a year.

As you all may have seen, I have released some content back in February. The long awaited episode of TDNP, and some music! and this month will also have some content to come too!

HOWEVER— Due to a combination of burn out from moving, health being a pest, and a bunch of projects that I need to finish, some stuff will be possibly delayed. But don’t worry, soon things will come back down to a comfortable plateau, and I will be back to a normal routine.

For now— Enjoy my current uploads and more on my page! Alot of exciting surprises are coming this year too, so stay tuned!

with love, Glow.

hey NGs!

how was everybody’s new year and holiday season? i hope everyone got what they wanted and have started this year off with at least a smile.

this month is moving month, and the month of my surgery. i will be taking a long break until February to focus on these things, whilst also preparing for the release of the second to last episode of Season Two of The Doctor’s Notes Podcast.

I hope in the meantime, that you guys check out my current uploads, and my playlists so far, until I return!

take care!

with love, Glow.