hey NGs!

I hope everyone is bracing this long and hot summer. i know for sure it hasn't been easy for me, but it hasn't been too bad either since my last update.

I managed to release some music along with an unreleased from a couple months or so back. I am so glad people like what I do and I truly appreciate every single review, fav, and download!

Now, time for the news.

So, I have recently decided that from the 1st August onwards, i will no longer use Twitter. That platform has been nothing but a piece of garbage and I honestly wish I never joined the site. My mental health issues aren't exactly going to be helped when that platform is literally crawling with mental illness, it's actually unbelievable how long this has taken me to make this step for the better, but i am doing it, and i felt a weight drift off of my shoulders making my final thread on my Twitter. From now on; it's all about Newgrounds.

Also, I have finally opened a Discord server for anyone who is interested! It is a casual 18+ but SFW lounge for anyone who is a fan of my content and wants to see more, such as livestreams (WIP streams and gaming streams), activities, and more to come! If you would like to join, then please click the link in my bio! Note: You must confirm that you are 18+ before a role will be assigned. The link will be reset every Monday.

The next thing I will discuss is that I am so happy to announce that my new series "Nevermind The B*llshit!" is expected to have it's pilot episode released on the last Saturday night of August! (8/26/23) if you want to learn more about this new series, please check out the S3E1 episode of TNDP here! the next episode of TDNP comes out next week, where I will discuss more about my leave from social media, plus many more topics incoming!

My issues regarding my mental health and my physical health are indeed quite taxing and difficult, but I am pressing on as I always do just for you guys! I must!

I have also recently submitted to the Newgrounds Underdogs’ Audio Contest (NGUAC) and if anyone wants to join me on the fun, hurry now until Aug 3rd for your submission, and upload your audio here when done! Good Luck!

Have a great end to your summer, and stay tuned for more!

Mad love, Glow.

hey NGs,

i have a mix of things to say here. some good, some bad, some pretty ugly. but i will try to keep things as short as possible so everything is easy to digest.

First, let's start with the good news! Season Three of TDNP is finally here at last! And a new episode is coming out at the end of this month. We have a plethora of subjects from across the internet to discuss, and it seems the world is never out of reasons to discuss and debate these days. I have also been very productive when it comes to music, and plan to release my summer tracks pretty soon, plus a couple more fanmade projects for the ever amazing COTL community, because i am still truly thankful for the amazing reception of my soundtrack on @Deltaplanet 's animation.

Next, the bad. i have been really struggling with my physical and mental health. having constant breakdowns and depression eating at my head isn't fun at all. i have been isolating myself alot from friends (not on purpose, i promise), and have been feeling all different levels of heavy. not to mention my faitgue and pain problems have been so much worse during this summer...

Which finally leads to the ugly.

i relapsed on my eating disorder.

I will not go into too much detail on what has caused this to happen, but all I can tell you guys is that i am so damn disappointed in myself that it isn't even funny. i am aware that i have an issue, but the fear of being full and the calorie calculator in my head has returned with a vengeance. I have supportive partners and close friends that are making sure I can get through this again stronger than ever. All I ask of everyone here is to just please be patient with me, and understand if hiatuses happen every once in a while. I want to be back at my very best, and I could never subject my audience to my own personal issues behind the screen. i am not asking for pity or anything, i just feel that i need to be transparent in case i got missing for a while and people start wondering where i have gone.

Please remember, you are all worth living. don't give up. and if you fall back down, slowly but surely get yourself back up and keep moving.

i love you all,

-- Glow

Hey hey, NGs!

I have been quiet for over month. But that was due to a number of things, some good, some terrible, and some.. Absolutely epic!!

So where do I begin. It all starts in the middle of March. My illness was in a severe flare, and I was in such a terrible state for what felt like weeks. I couldn’t work, couldn’t eat properly, and couldn’t function much of not at all. There were days where I could only sit out in the living room for like less than 20 minutes before I have to lie down again, some days I slept for a long time (the longest was about 14 hours in total.. yikes.) and some days I couldn’t even respond to friends or clients.

Luckily, in the beginning of April, I was able to afford my medicine again, and feel miles better than before (I just now feel the usual amount of pain lol) and was able to get back on track, as you can see with this upload here!

But, just as I thought that the light at the end of the tunnel was pretty much over. It got brighter.

My dear friend, Deltaplanet , let me have the most biggest oppurtunity I have had in my life. To score over one of his most biggest projects in his repertoire. And it happened to be a crossover animation of two of my favourite franchises— Animal Crossing, and Cult of the Lamb.

What started as just two soundtracks— turned into eight that I will release THIS WEEK in it’s own OST album. And despite a couple of trials and tribulations with the project, we and the co-composer Payton, finally finished it! I am so proud of this accomplishment on all three of our ends. And I just want to extend a thank you to all THIRTY of you (including myself) for chipping in your unique and amazing OCs and sonas to be the cultists in this animation! You are the real MVPs!

And I would also like to say a big, massive THANK YOU to everyone who is enjoying and supporting the work we all achieved here, we couldn’t of done it without you. You keep creators like us breathing.

And now, ladies and gentlemen, here is the full animation!

Here is an example of a scene I scored on my Twitter!

Stay tuned for the OST album with all of the scoring I did for this incredible project! And have a wonderful Mid Spring season!

mad love, Glow.

I HAVE UPLOADED ALL OF MY SOUNDTRACK THAT I DID FOR THE ANIMATION! CLICK HERE FOR THE WHOLE ALBUM

Hey NG’s! It’s been a long while hasn’t it?

I have officially moved into our new home, and it is sich a beautiful place. going from being close to the city, to the countryside, has been both a nostalgic yet refreshing welcome for me and my partners in what was an incredibly tough half a year.

As you all may have seen, I have released some content back in February. The long awaited episode of TDNP, and some music! and this month will also have some content to come too!

HOWEVER— Due to a combination of burn out from moving, health being a pest, and a bunch of projects that I need to finish, some stuff will be possibly delayed. But don’t worry, soon things will come back down to a comfortable plateau, and I will be back to a normal routine.

For now— Enjoy my current uploads and more on my page! Alot of exciting surprises are coming this year too, so stay tuned!

with love, Glow.

hey NGs!

how was everybody’s new year and holiday season? i hope everyone got what they wanted and have started this year off with at least a smile.

this month is moving month, and the month of my surgery. i will be taking a long break until February to focus on these things, whilst also preparing for the release of the second to last episode of Season Two of The Doctor’s Notes Podcast.

I hope in the meantime, that you guys check out my current uploads, and my playlists so far, until I return!

take care!

with love, Glow.

seasons greetings, NGs!

i hope everyone is excited to celebrate whatever it is you celebrate this month! whether it’s christmas, kwanzaa, hanukkah (like myself!), or just simply spending time with your loved ones. i wish everybody a very prosperous bew year ahead!

as a thank you to all of you here on Newgrounds and beyond, i have uploaded three new songs— including the already loved The Daily Life of Mr. Oddity , which got frontpaged this week! I am truly grateful.

listen to the other two tracks i have posted here , and here.

my podcast series “The Doctors Notes Podcast” will resume in February. this is due to me getting a tooth surgery done in January (the original appointment got moved.) and i will need time to heal and recharge.

if you want to keep up to date outside of Newgrounds, you can always follow my Twitter in my links.

thank you again for such an amazing and adventurous year,

with love, Glow.

hey NGs!

due to no internet for a little while, we will be late in uploading the following:

1. The new episode of The Doctor’s Notes Podcast. (EDIT: Now Available! (Mature content!) )
2. two music tracks that i have finished.

hopefully we can get back up and running again by the beginning weeks of next month. but until then, i cannot message or contact most people to reserve the mobile data we are sparingly using, and things may be heavily delayed anyway because we are moving in January.

In the meantime, please check out my current uploads if you haven’t already! hours upon hours of content is already on my page awaiting you!

thank you for your patience, just letting you folks know that I am indeed alive!

with love, Glow.

hey NG’s!

my oh my! has it been a while since i felt so much more productive than usual! i have been working not only on myself, but also on my content! Starting with S2E6 of The Doctor’s Notes Podcast! This was a long episode to cover, and things will get a little less lengthy this month in episode seven— I promise! (i dunno. do people like my longer podcast episodes..? Please say!)

next, i decided to do a wholesome little tribute project! want to know more? go listen & watch the project here!

it has been a busy month in general for me, and i have no plans on sitting down anytime soon with the way things are currently. soon, we will be clearing out unwanted stuff and decluttering our old place in preparation for moving out soon, plus a whole lot more stuff that just needs to be done asap. but fear not! i have already planned ahead for future uploads and will prerecord new episodes ahead of time (starting from this months episode, right up until a fraction of Season Three!)

but, in order to do this, i have had to temporarily close commissions so i can focus on those. however, any current commissions before closing will be finished as normal.

how was everybody’s Halloween? Lemme know below! I spent time with my partners and had a blast of a break this past week or so, so mine is going great!

Have a safe fall season, wrap up, and grab yourself a hot chocolate— you deserve it!

with love, Glow.

hello everyone,

i just wanted to say a special thank you to everyone who has PM’d, left comments, and has kept in touch with me since my time away from NGs.

i wanted to update my audience on the state of my health, and with the state of my content, as i feel now is the appropriate time to update you guys properly without the meloncholy getting in the way.

a trigger warning to all, as things get a little hard to read.

if you read my previous newspost, i expressed how things were very difficult for me in my personal life, to the point where i had a huge set of breakdowns, including my bipolar not being very kind to me. i self harmed for the first time in a very long time, and i was in such a terrible place in my own head. things just weren’t very colourful anymore or fun anymore. then the hugest blow of all was finding out my auntmom is dying from COPD and lives in another country that i simply just cannot go to right now which made me feel incredibly guilty and horrible, i also found out a year late that a close family friend died horrifically in a pedestrian related road accident (they were run over… I won’t go into details.)

things were just hitting me one, by one, by one. and piled up, and up. and caused me an incredible amount of distress. i was quite absent for a while and even isolated myself from literally almost everyone.

today, i have finally felt the normal i wanted to feel for the past month or so. nothing is hurting me right now. and i think i am at the acceptance point of this whole rough patch, it’s time to move on.

normally, as i said in my previous newspost, i tend to keep my life offline extremely private or very (contextually) vague. but because i was afraid that this would all affect my creativity and slow down my uploads, i had to ‘scream into the church’ if you will, and inform my audience with full transparency, and with the intention to show my commitment to both this wonderful website, but also my own health as a whole.

this monday, i turned 27. and 30 is dawning down on me like a looming presence that i can no longer ignore. it’s about time i grow, heal, and recharge, to make the most of my life in my 20’s before everything inevitably changes. especially with my chronic illness not getting any easier.

and it all starts, with the content that i will be uploading this month. S2E6 of TDNP comes out on Halloween. And so does a Halloween track. i gotta do something for my favourite season of the year!

until then, you can listen to my more recent episode of TDNP here , and my recent music uploads here , and here.

thank you for your time, and please standby for new content soon!

with love, Glow.

hey everyone,

time for yet another monthly news post. this time, this post is something that i wish i didn’t have to post, but due to my busy and fast paced personal life, and the circumstances surrounding my current mental health, i have to speak up.

firstly, i have been battling with my depression and bipolar for the past three to four weeks or so. my chronic illness hasn’t been doing me any favours either. things have been incredibly difficult to balance when it comes to making content, focusing on our eventual move across the country, and trying to keep up with friends online. it’s pretty overwhelming at the moment, and it has all piled up, and up. i still managed to bring out three projects this month despite this, but i am now just very tired, mentally and physically. next month’s content will have very possible delays on release, and my Twitter will be semi dark from time to time due to being just simply too socially tired and busy offline. commissions after the current one i am doing will be closed temporarily.

secondly, seasonal depression has started to rear its ugly head. (even though i am so damn glad that the summer has gone!) and it has hit me with a harder force than anticipated. i relapsed on self harm twice after two incredibly large breakdowns, and it’s something i am seriously not proud of after being clean from that for 5 years. i often don’t like to talk about these things online because i tend to keep things extremely private, but i felt that i had to say something because being silent about things like this can be dangerous. i have had traumatic experiences that i’d rather not repeat on the internet, but the lessons i kept from them is to not be quiet about your pain anymore.

third, to add up to the bricks on my back and the knives in my chest, i got news that my closest aunt who was like a mother to me through a time where i didn’t have one to turn to, has been diagnosed with terminal COPD, and has already gone into respiratory and cardiac failure a few times… I don’t have very long to spend with her, and I cannot afford to fly over and at least give her one last hug and goodbye. this doesn’t help at all. and i am trying to process the whole thought of even losing this incredible woman at some point, letalone the idea of her suffering and finding it hard to breathe every single day… i almost screamed when i heard the news, and i have yet to break from it. i am just numb and heartbroken right now, and haven’t yet stepped out of the denial stage of grief. thank god i have the strength of a fucking lion.

because of how much this has hit me, and because i want to try and make a difference for my incredible momaunt, a small chunk of my profits i get from either donations or commissions, will go to a charity associated with supporting and caring for those with terminal illnesses, and towards hospital palliative care charities that are reputable and outstanding in their efforts to keep those we love who are dying, comfortable until the end. please suggest some charities that deserve this support down below if you wish, and i will definitely look into it.

for now whilst i am trying to recover myself, you can always check out my recent projects here , here , and here.

thank you all for reading this far down, and i hope your start to the fall has been alot better off.

with love, Glow.