hey NGs,

i have a mix of things to say here. some good, some bad, some pretty ugly. but i will try to keep things as short as possible so everything is easy to digest.

First, let's start with the good news! Season Three of TDNP is finally here at last! And a new episode is coming out at the end of this month. We have a plethora of subjects from across the internet to discuss, and it seems the world is never out of reasons to discuss and debate these days. I have also been very productive when it comes to music, and plan to release my summer tracks pretty soon, plus a couple more fanmade projects for the ever amazing COTL community, because i am still truly thankful for the amazing reception of my soundtrack on @Deltaplanet 's animation.

Next, the bad. i have been really struggling with my physical and mental health. having constant breakdowns and depression eating at my head isn't fun at all. i have been isolating myself alot from friends (not on purpose, i promise), and have been feeling all different levels of heavy. not to mention my faitgue and pain problems have been so much worse during this summer...

Which finally leads to the ugly.

i relapsed on my eating disorder.

I will not go into too much detail on what has caused this to happen, but all I can tell you guys is that i am so damn disappointed in myself that it isn't even funny. i am aware that i have an issue, but the fear of being full and the calorie calculator in my head has returned with a vengeance. I have supportive partners and close friends that are making sure I can get through this again stronger than ever. All I ask of everyone here is to just please be patient with me, and understand if hiatuses happen every once in a while. I want to be back at my very best, and I could never subject my audience to my own personal issues behind the screen. i am not asking for pity or anything, i just feel that i need to be transparent in case i got missing for a while and people start wondering where i have gone.

Please remember, you are all worth living. don't give up. and if you fall back down, slowly but surely get yourself back up and keep moving.

i love you all,

-- Glow