hello everyone,

i just wanted to say a special thank you to everyone who has PM’d, left comments, and has kept in touch with me since my time away from NGs.

i wanted to update my audience on the state of my health, and with the state of my content, as i feel now is the appropriate time to update you guys properly without the meloncholy getting in the way.

a trigger warning to all, as things get a little hard to read.

if you read my previous newspost, i expressed how things were very difficult for me in my personal life, to the point where i had a huge set of breakdowns, including my bipolar not being very kind to me. i self harmed for the first time in a very long time, and i was in such a terrible place in my own head. things just weren’t very colourful anymore or fun anymore. then the hugest blow of all was finding out my auntmom is dying from COPD and lives in another country that i simply just cannot go to right now which made me feel incredibly guilty and horrible, i also found out a year late that a close family friend died horrifically in a pedestrian related road accident (they were run over… I won’t go into details.)

things were just hitting me one, by one, by one. and piled up, and up. and caused me an incredible amount of distress. i was quite absent for a while and even isolated myself from literally almost everyone.

today, i have finally felt the normal i wanted to feel for the past month or so. nothing is hurting me right now. and i think i am at the acceptance point of this whole rough patch, it’s time to move on.

normally, as i said in my previous newspost, i tend to keep my life offline extremely private or very (contextually) vague. but because i was afraid that this would all affect my creativity and slow down my uploads, i had to ‘scream into the church’ if you will, and inform my audience with full transparency, and with the intention to show my commitment to both this wonderful website, but also my own health as a whole.

this monday, i turned 27. and 30 is dawning down on me like a looming presence that i can no longer ignore. it’s about time i grow, heal, and recharge, to make the most of my life in my 20’s before everything inevitably changes. especially with my chronic illness not getting any easier.

and it all starts, with the content that i will be uploading this month. S2E6 of TDNP comes out on Halloween. And so does a Halloween track. i gotta do something for my favourite season of the year!

until then, you can listen to my more recent episode of TDNP here , and my recent music uploads here , and here.

thank you for your time, and please standby for new content soon!

with love, Glow.