hey listeners on NGs!

happy holidays to every single one of you, and i hope everyone gets what they wanted this year, or just has a peaceful and cosy December.

for those that are unaware, i do a mature rated podcast on my Twitter every month with three of my mascot characters (Doctor Glow, Glowboy, Ly.ric) that discusses controversial topics and other issues online today.

I release my holiday special on 23/12! So if you want to be the first to listen, go ahead and follow (18+ only please.) to be updated on my life outside of NGs.

my new year’s resolution is to upload and make more music, and improve on my craft. god knows what’s in store for next year, but i am hoping for a brighter one. if the pandemic calms down where i am, i will be marrying the love of my life, and starting a new special chapter in my life.

this year has been so terrible for me, i cannot go into detail as i like to keep my offline life away from my work. i find its healthier that way. i never liked how so many people just throw out their personal lives on the internet, because nobody’s life story is perfect, and people online can be the cruelest and most unkind individuals towards people who may not look, speak, dress, or express the same way they can.

however, this year has just been traumatic to say the least. ironically, more traumatic than 2020 was. i am already a hermit so staying at home wasn’t a problem. this year was just filled with personal struggles, betrayal, depression, anxiety, losing so many people, etc…

but also, this year has been eye opening and truly an adventure. i have learned so much, met new and better people, improved in my music, started a podcast show, and has still sold music and gained a small yet humble audience of likeminded people.

its when i realised, while writing this: sometimes when the worst that life can bring you comes along, it always gets followed by brighter and better things. and i am truly grateful for what i have now, and grateful to have known the ones that i have lost. Because their presence brought me joy while i was at my best and only my best, and their absence in my time of darkness, has taught me how to cope with all of my personal struggles and mental health alone.

life is simply beautiful guys. it really is.

see you next year,

—Glow