I hear you, and i don't like how all these things are stressing you out.
As a person with a chronic disease (nephrotic syndrome) i had to make important decisions about what i eat if i want to live a healthy life. I lost a lovely grandma by sickness (COVID) and i could do nothing to go and say goodbye one last time. Happen so fast...
When things out of you control happen, we have to remember about the thing we can: choose how to respond to them.
Take a a break if you need it.
Take action to heal yourself.
I'll continue to consume your content, because i like it.
I'll be waiting to your healing is complete, because i care.
Hoping your full recovery, sincerely, Raromoron.
Thetageist
I hear you and my heart goes out to you. I believe you can survive again. And don’t shame yourself for relapsing; improvement is never linear, and this is a normal part of breaking a habit. You can get through this.
GlowBoyMusic
thank you, so much. seriously.